Recent content by vgee1

bullying the bullies and kicking up a shitstorm that leave yor ears wagging

i think one of my parents show some narcissistic traits, not fullblown narcissism. there is love but also was neglect and other. even not being a fullblown narcissist was too much for me to feel stable. i think getting self sufficient as fast as one can in such situations is important. anything...

very true lol

very sensitive, i feel a lot in the body, sometimes i don´t notice it straight away but depletion makes me become aware. everytime there is live football down the road, which one can´t really hear, i get stressed out. i don´t know of it is the energy of the hordes but i get really cranky. i used...

when you come home, put the key in the door and have a hunch that something isn´t right. you go phone a relative and say that something feels strange. then go back and are greeted by another relative, saying we have just been burgled.

i noticed i get locked inside myself, intense and focused on whatever issue that is troubling me and it is very hard to get out of that mindset. it´s not so bad when it is something joyful that i focus on but can get pretty intense when it is something that upsets me. i guess noticing this is...

this. i find it extremely stressful and it is hard to find solutions, although i´ve gathered some information that supposedly helps, which i will try out sometime. although i really do want to understand this behaviour more, it´s very distressing.

i´m not sure death is the end of consciousness. i´ve had some experiences that are hard to talk about because very personal. i would look at if consciousness is only contained in a body or mind.

coffee makes me feel like a wreck. and i apparently don´t smell good when i drink it. there´s a video of a cat trying to bury a cup of coffee, so i guess i then smell something like that. i usually smell good though.