I've been sent to 'experts' with no real expertise on autism, and can't exactly make heads or tails of what it is that sets me apart from others that are my age. The only way that I can express myself, is only verbally. So the issue with that, is I often say more than what people normally say...
*I have realised that this is for the relationships board but I don't know how to change this to it*
As to why I feel like cruddy, cruddy poop-fantastic (???) - is due to people not seeing from my conduction - in my face, the default amount of care and hypothesising that I do, always regarding...
But even if I am not visibly upset at having caused someone else to feel that they are upset, I still do. When I walk down the street or listen wholeheartedly to a course teacher, I seem to be disturbing them each time with my ''INTJ death stare''.
It seems to me that it is only when I am in an intense environment with the ability to hone in on one subject at a time thrown out of the window - that I become totally objectifying and dehumanising. Whether or not I am uncomfortable or comfortable, I want to be able to be more of a pleasant and...