HA! Oh, I TOTALLY have a sex drive... and it can be *torturous*... it's not directed *at* anyone though, if that makes sense? I'm not asexual at all, but I DO identify with the demisexual-community quite a bit. As in, I don't usually feel sexual attraction towards someone unless I have some level of emotional attachment or fondness towards them. Like, I don't find anyone particularly attractive, sexually, if I know nothing about them. Purely physical attraction doesn't compute for me. My brain can't seem to process it. Idk. *blush* It's hard to explain. If I like who someone is, or they have traits I find desirable or find attractive, then I will be attracted to them, among other things. But I don't ever meet someone new and just straight up WANT them. )))
I actually just tried 'seeing' this guy who was one of my closest friends for 4 years (but always lived cross-country). It went horribly. And I was miserable. So, I ended it...
So, I don't *not* date.... I just don't usually find the investment worth it. I hate hurting people, and in dating, someone is almost ALWAYS more into the other...
And dating can ruin friendships. The way I see it, I'm only gonna pick one person to spend the rest of my life with. Everyone else won't work. So why waste time dating? (It's usually so boring). Why be in a relationship I know isn't gonna work? I'd rather do other awesome things with my life. Rather than waste time on people I won't care about a couple months later.
Might sound heartless. But. I could care less. I'm'a do me. And if I come across someone I want to make a part of that, I'll explore it.))
Eh, I don't really have a 'type'. Intriguing, with anyone, is always a plus. I like interesting people. Romance wise, most people don't really stir up the feelz. So, eh.^^