Delta

@just me

It depends. Sometimes I feel for the person, sometimes it resonates as being present, or even wished for. I am a bit moody today because I feel creative but tied down. I am making plans to apply for a more simple job which will give me time to focus on my business. I just feel moody about the process. What about you? What do you base your likes on? x

Thank you for the likes. Just wondering: when you like someone's response as to their mood, do you relate to it, wish for it, or just think it a good way to feel?

@TooShyToSay

It is wonderful. The bed gets sold tomorrow so there will be more room. It's is resting on the built in wardrobes at the moment which I may as well use. I'm going to bring my vanity table in also.

This is a big moment. Time to leave behind having an empty room for my petulant older daughter to basically refuse to return to. If she wants to struggle in an area she cannot afford to live in, that is her choice. I'm not paying her rent and I'm not begging her to come back anymore. Life goes on. I will keep the memories of when she loved me. She will be ok once she hits around 37 I think, lol.

.. but it is a beautiful, blessed space. I'm keeping the sofa but will get some new cushions. It will all change bit by bit. I will recognise what belongs when I see it.

I love my altar. I bought it from a spiritual shop. It is very unique.

It's great having my own space where I am more than a mother, wife, worker. This is where my soul can gather itself.

How are you?

Morning, Delta! How is your special peaceful room today?

Spirituality means a great deal more to me than the world seems to allow me as of late. Where are the Eastern Midlands?

Christmas means more to me than a tree. Don't forget to include me in your being Christmassy! Merry Christmas.

Hi. Welcome to my semi-exclusive once in a lifetime opportunity don't miss out friends list lolol.

@just me

It does seem to be the case that ones presence gains greater definition through touching sadness. Hey, do you celebrate Christmas? I'm getting Christmassy!!! x

Sad, yet plentifully present. Thank you for understanding.....and commenting in such a nice way.

@brightwhiteheart.

I love you. (In a non pervy way of course)

:D

Better than ever. Thanks for asking! Things are still in transition but I can live with transition. It's stagnation I can't stand. I loved your post about smiling a lot and being well proportioned. Quite a visual! Sizzle.

@switchgirl. Awww thanks. The operation went brilliantly thanks. Managed to keep some of my reproductive system but not all. I had a wonderful lady Doctor who cared enough to not butcher me, as was the suggestion of the male Doctors. I'm still a woman it seems. I haven't seen pics of many here. I LOVE pictures. I'm sure you will age well. It's all about the heart x

You're welcome! I'm pretty sure it was because you're a young-looking, foxy lady! So many ladies on here are in their 30-40s and look fantastic! Hope I end up like you guys ^_^ <3 Sorry to hear you had to get an operation >_<" I'm assuming it went well? ^.^

No problem. I think we people are often too hard for ourselves. You're unique and you are you, and it's ok! I'm glad it's a new day for you. You sound like a very caring and great mom. ^_^ Now it's your time to shine.

@Flower. Thanks for the reputation thing. It's been a journey and a half for me to be able to say that. I am too hard on myself but it has served it's place in raising my children and serving others to the very highest of standards, like ever. Now it is a new day. Wisdom before riches has been my mantra and my protection and now my time has come to live a little. In reality this translates to not anything much different to my normal musings and purposes though. I'm ok.

Lol x

Aww, I'm so sorry to hear that! I'm glad you got the help you needed. It's worrying how some doctors just don't even try to help. ;_; All these symptoms started about 3-4 years ago. I think I was too kind and didn't defend myself and just believed them. But enough is enough and it's starting affecting to my work and to even to people around me. :/ Thank you, I really keep searching because health is something far too precious to lose.

@flower

You are welcome but if you really feel there is something wrong healthwise, keep searching. I kept being turned away by Doctors until my eldest made me go to hospital. Soon after I finally got a diagnosis. It was a gynae problem which needed major surgery but life is WAY better now. I had problems for about 5 years.

Thank you so much for your words!

@tooshytosay

Aye up, as we say here! How are things?