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morgan freeman rode a train through my city recently (stuttgart). there's a picture of him somewhere getting off an s-bahn at stuttgart hauptbahnhof. i'm there literally every day. you have no idea how bad i wish i was there, everyone was talking about it. everyone in the world loves morgan...

i identify as a bisexual, actually have plans to go to a gay pride parade today. but anyway, i am in a stable, long-term heterosexual relationship so that's kind of my default mode. it doesn't stop me from ogling girls on the train, fantasizing about my lesbian friends. i don't really get...

$276 was more than half of my monthly paycheck, when my monthly paycheck was at its best (most hours, etc). so yeah. that's a lot of money. i've got under 400 in the bank and i'm still looking for another job. damn straight i'd shop naked for that.

i don't really believe in anything in particular. but i like the idea of my consciousness traveling when my body is gone. whether i travel into another life or travel into some other dimension where there is no matter, i imagine i would adapt to whatever my new environment is (possibly...

i met my boyfriend (of 2+ years now) in my 11th grade sociology class. the first day we sat facing each other, and i remember getting a very strong vibe about him that i had never previously felt about a person. he had some kind of awareness that other people simply didn't seem to have, like our...

any excuse to get naked, i'll take. it's the comfiest way to live. assuming it isn't cold out, that is.

i think it should be about the age of the relationship, not the age of the couple. my mom married my dad when she was 19 and he was 26, after knowing him for approximately 8 months. they had a child (my oldest brother) immediately, followed by two more boys and a girl (me!) spread out over the...

ohhhh i do a lot of that. the weed i mean. it helps sometimes, but not always. i'm high more often than i'm sober so it more or less just feels normal. the problem with the sexing and relaxing is those things are only temporary. it's the empty spaces that kill me.

conflict implies a certain level of aggression in at least one party, and aggressive behavior gets me anxious. i avoid it because i hate tension. i have no problem discussing issues in a calm, direct, tactful way. as soon as the knives start flying, i'm gone. some people thrive on it. that, i'll...

i've had moderate-severe anxiety problems for years (like... five, six years, continually) and i'm trying to work up the courage to see a doctor about it. knowing my situation and knowing the doctors around here i feel like they may prescribe me medication for it, which sounds potentially...

going into the city by myself. at night, anyway. also during the day. uh... visiting my dad for dinner. anything involving climbing.

everyone, all the time. i have an ego the size of a whale. but not necessarily how much any individual thinks about me, but rather i tend to wonder about the impression i give off to different people. and i worry about being liked. a lot. again, that ego thing, boy i tell ya. but frequency...

yeah. i'm a terrible person. several friends i simply grew to dislike. it was never for anything serious or offensive they did. just because i'd... moved on. i'm fickle like that. but they were never really good friends or anything. i move around a lot, never been in one place longer than a few...