Hi, it's something I wanted to ask on INFJ subreddit on Reddit first, but because I again have technical issues with getting my podts posted and I really need INFJs insight because I'm gonna freak out.
It's continuation of this story
https://www.reddit.com/r/entp/comme...idea/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
I later discovered that he opens doors for every other girl aswell and have weird habit of looking ppl in the eyes too long, so my behaviour had to look much weirder than I thought.
The point is, after that I'm starting to get bullied by two girls. They mock me at class when I say something, I bit worse at my Germann from others and now they laugh at that too. I sitted in first desk (because I got late and rest was already taken) and all the time I trying to avoid eye contact with proffesor and just hided my face the most I could looking down whole classes. I got laughed at that too.
And that wouldn't be that scary (although bullying isn't easy thing at all, bullying by gettinf mean comments and laughs is survivable) if I didn't go through much worse trauma in high school including bullying. I was made by group of girls from my school to do things I didn't want to, they ve been taking me, making me cry and then bullying me after with no escape (I couldn't leave, they locked the door). I was ostravized and alinated, later on every person who got closer to me got mocked, so ppl were avoiding me, they also often were following me in school and I always knew I have no privacy, because if I do domething they are going to come and laugh at it.
So right now I'm really scared and I don't know what to do. I don't even know those people that much, because I was frirnds with girl who resigned lately and it's situation where they know each other good and I don't really. What to do? I thought about going to psychologist, but I hope there are things I can do before that that could help. And also it's in college. And it's weekend studies, so we meet once at every two weekend. Sorry for my Englissh, I'm not native.
It's continuation of this story
https://www.reddit.com/r/entp/comme...idea/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
I later discovered that he opens doors for every other girl aswell and have weird habit of looking ppl in the eyes too long, so my behaviour had to look much weirder than I thought.
The point is, after that I'm starting to get bullied by two girls. They mock me at class when I say something, I bit worse at my Germann from others and now they laugh at that too. I sitted in first desk (because I got late and rest was already taken) and all the time I trying to avoid eye contact with proffesor and just hided my face the most I could looking down whole classes. I got laughed at that too.
And that wouldn't be that scary (although bullying isn't easy thing at all, bullying by gettinf mean comments and laughs is survivable) if I didn't go through much worse trauma in high school including bullying. I was made by group of girls from my school to do things I didn't want to, they ve been taking me, making me cry and then bullying me after with no escape (I couldn't leave, they locked the door). I was ostravized and alinated, later on every person who got closer to me got mocked, so ppl were avoiding me, they also often were following me in school and I always knew I have no privacy, because if I do domething they are going to come and laugh at it.
So right now I'm really scared and I don't know what to do. I don't even know those people that much, because I was frirnds with girl who resigned lately and it's situation where they know each other good and I don't really. What to do? I thought about going to psychologist, but I hope there are things I can do before that that could help. And also it's in college. And it's weekend studies, so we meet once at every two weekend. Sorry for my Englissh, I'm not native.