I realized I've forgotten what the core dream felt like. I knew of it only by name and words that described it but it is nothing compared with feeling it out. It was Reflection by Secret Garden and Gravity of Love by Enigma that reminded me. Behind those songs were real people that wished to spread what they felt and loved to others and thus I became part of that. Funny to say, I only today come to realize none of my true dreams contain suffering, destruction, wrath, anger and so on. Makes me wonder why I keep certain things around still. The future is coming and the end is nigh for some of these.