In all honesty, In my view.... it’s best to focus on oneself than worry about how others view you even when that disappointment happens, if you depend on the views of others you’ll never fully recover from your own disappointments (if it were up to them), nor will you ever live and learn the lessons you may need to in life... you are human, we all are, disappointment and disappointing others is inevitable, best just keep that chin up, learn the lesson, ignore the nay sayers and carry on.... with that said, do I have people in my life I try not to disappoint, a very very very limited few.... and even then, I’ve disappointed all of them, carrying that fear around is pointless, we all fall eventually, and that fear can actually cause you to live a life that is not your own but rather a life others expect you to live.... that’s a lot of pressure...