Seraffa
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Hi. Been reading this: http://www.nigms.nih.gov/publications/factsheet_circadianrhythms.htm
And wondering: if the SCN "re-sets" itself - what if your body and genetics do not coincide with the "command" the SCN is trying to realign your body with? How much do or can our bodies fight the imposition on our time, our health and even our sleep management?
I wish I were a scientist, and an Alumnist of someplace like, say Columbia University where I could have a lifelong "free pass" to go and do voluntary research on myself as the subject, and take notes. It would be fun!
My problem with having an autoimmune disease like Graves (of the thyroid) is that my SCN resets itself relatively quickly -I can even wake up without an alarm, generally, after 2 days of knowing my new time schedule, but in the evening, my body is fighting me so that it stays up late and resumes being a "night owl." Meaning - the genetics in my body remind my SCN each and every day that melatonin producation will happen late in the evening.
Even at that - I still have to take melatonin to ensure a continued, sustained restful nights sleep each and every night! It varies - some day 1 gram, other days a full 3 grams - "days from the 9th ring of Hell: - 5 to 6 grams which is jet-lag recovery strength!
As an INFJ there are just so many things I could chart about myself --- IF I HAD THE TIME.
Geez,,,,,talk about priorities!
I am suspecting that Graves, the SCN, the lack of natural melatonin production, and increased flare-ups of bulimia and food intolerances are signals that ....my body is ....going to slowly wear itself out over the years anyway? My intestinal villi are not what they used to be. I'm already missing enzymes and melatonin. And I'm not losing any weight like I used to......
Now in order to get up early enough to wake up, exercise and shower before I go to work at 6 AM, I have to put myself to bed no later than 8 or 9pm at night!!!! Or suffer the consequences. Weight gain, cortisol release, bulimia, etc etc. Good God!!!!
:hurt:
Does anyone struggle with this?????
And wondering: if the SCN "re-sets" itself - what if your body and genetics do not coincide with the "command" the SCN is trying to realign your body with? How much do or can our bodies fight the imposition on our time, our health and even our sleep management?
I wish I were a scientist, and an Alumnist of someplace like, say Columbia University where I could have a lifelong "free pass" to go and do voluntary research on myself as the subject, and take notes. It would be fun!
My problem with having an autoimmune disease like Graves (of the thyroid) is that my SCN resets itself relatively quickly -I can even wake up without an alarm, generally, after 2 days of knowing my new time schedule, but in the evening, my body is fighting me so that it stays up late and resumes being a "night owl." Meaning - the genetics in my body remind my SCN each and every day that melatonin producation will happen late in the evening.
Even at that - I still have to take melatonin to ensure a continued, sustained restful nights sleep each and every night! It varies - some day 1 gram, other days a full 3 grams - "days from the 9th ring of Hell: - 5 to 6 grams which is jet-lag recovery strength!
As an INFJ there are just so many things I could chart about myself --- IF I HAD THE TIME.
Geez,,,,,talk about priorities!
I am suspecting that Graves, the SCN, the lack of natural melatonin production, and increased flare-ups of bulimia and food intolerances are signals that ....my body is ....going to slowly wear itself out over the years anyway? My intestinal villi are not what they used to be. I'm already missing enzymes and melatonin. And I'm not losing any weight like I used to......
Now in order to get up early enough to wake up, exercise and shower before I go to work at 6 AM, I have to put myself to bed no later than 8 or 9pm at night!!!! Or suffer the consequences. Weight gain, cortisol release, bulimia, etc etc. Good God!!!!
:hurt:
Does anyone struggle with this?????