(Oops, I just realized that this title wasn't an adequate explanation of what I was trying to get at, there goes my perceiving function)
I was just thinking about it----I am generally socially despised and considered a complete oddity, freak and weirdo by the majority of people I regularly have come across and interact with daily or even perhaps weekly (I am kinda reclusive : P )
But I was in this small town and they have people from all over the world and it's sort of a resort place, but in a peculiar and strange way I was continually reacted and treated in a really hostile, and kind of aggressive or angry way. Many would say it was not true, and to be fair, it was just the way they are. They are kind of those typical loud and in your face extroverts who think everyone is a nerd or geek/weirdo who does not act like them.
But anyway, I realized as well, I don't care for capitalism at all (except for practical purposes,, but never deep down will I support or condone it) and generally I am not very materialistic at all.
But the thing is, are left leaning Marxian type people any different? I wouldn't say I am an outright communist and I agree with some conservatives about some issues but yeah, anyway. (because I am not a communist in that sense I guess lol) I have come to realize that I cannot communicate or adequately talk to most people about things---because the things I like, philosophy, and what have you, are all kind of off limits and basically fall under or in the bracket of alienation and could be considered intertwined or related to that. It's kind of maddening for me, and I suppose my whole imperative is to find ways to mitigate and make the alienation more tolerable. Like, I can't just do any job because of it.
I was just thinking about it----I am generally socially despised and considered a complete oddity, freak and weirdo by the majority of people I regularly have come across and interact with daily or even perhaps weekly (I am kinda reclusive : P )
But I was in this small town and they have people from all over the world and it's sort of a resort place, but in a peculiar and strange way I was continually reacted and treated in a really hostile, and kind of aggressive or angry way. Many would say it was not true, and to be fair, it was just the way they are. They are kind of those typical loud and in your face extroverts who think everyone is a nerd or geek/weirdo who does not act like them.
But anyway, I realized as well, I don't care for capitalism at all (except for practical purposes,, but never deep down will I support or condone it) and generally I am not very materialistic at all.
But the thing is, are left leaning Marxian type people any different? I wouldn't say I am an outright communist and I agree with some conservatives about some issues but yeah, anyway. (because I am not a communist in that sense I guess lol) I have come to realize that I cannot communicate or adequately talk to most people about things---because the things I like, philosophy, and what have you, are all kind of off limits and basically fall under or in the bracket of alienation and could be considered intertwined or related to that. It's kind of maddening for me, and I suppose my whole imperative is to find ways to mitigate and make the alienation more tolerable. Like, I can't just do any job because of it.
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