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I get the overwhelming message that i seem to have "no idea" and that to care about people on the level i do is something that i have to loose a grasp of, in order to be tough (which seems to be a predominant ideal held by most people). I find that i am constantly checking myself to not let on any vulnerabilities or the fact i am somewhat sensitive and deep. I sometimes resent those traits within myself because i know for a large part, it is malaligned with whats going on around me.
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very much relate to this paragraph. You're not alone.