soulseeker

Cool - what kind of dancing do you do? I'm good thanks. Just back from a shopping trip so having some 'alone time' to recharge my batteries.

Hiya How are you today?

ahhhh i see.

U mean like the ballet type right? ok ok...

we did a bit of that in my highschool dance class.

it was ok. i prefer modern though.

Hiya. I'm glad your day went ok. I'm a little concerned about your second post though - you're feeling suicidal? It sounds so much like the kind of thing I used to write as a teenager, and I know how horrible i felt back then, so I worry about you. It is possible to feel better. It's a case of retraining your mind to consider the things you have right now, rather than the things you don't. Some call this 'an attitude of gratitude'. It sounds cheesy, but it works wonders. Start by writing a list of all the things in your life that you feel grateful for. You can write it to me if that will help motivate you.

Yes, you look like a cartoon chracter in my head now.

But contemporary dance....damn what is that. i Believe i studied that i just dont remember what its like....any suggestions as to where i can spot this type of dance?...contempary contempary...nope doesnt ring a bell

awww man u have no idea how funny of an imagination i have to see what i just saw in my head.

I saw you, well i dont reall know what you look like, but a girl turn into like a cartoon character and go WUHHH!?!?!?! u think i look like a boy?!?!?!

hahaha aawww man idk why that struck me as so funny...so funny.

ok philipens...no idea where that is but ive heard of it....what type of Democracy is it there?

Hey Soulseekaa!

What part of Asia are you in? Is it like a communisitc part or like Japan or something?

Hope your day went okay. Let me know how things are going.

You seem very positive to me. I always have the intention to be positive, although I'm not always perceived that way. not everyone is ready to recieve the vibe, so they read into my actions or words their own fears, and think I'm someboday I'm not. I'm glad you picked up on my good intentions though. It made my day.

Well I hope you have a good day tomorrow, in as far as it's possible. I remember the dread feeling before school. One way around this is to focus on whatever little bit of school brings you some happiness, no matter how small it is, if you focus on it, you can fill yourself with that happiness. and face the day with hope in your heart.

Hiya Hope you're okay and having a good day.

Yea thats what i mean. i know what type of dancing your talking about. I could just see a girl being swept off her feet by james bond dancing with her like that.
So i guess you like the show "So you think you can dance"?

-HEY-! im adding you as a friend! i think its ok now....

HAHAHA the doggies part was just me being random. When i get tired i become a version of my TRUE self:mp:comes out.


So the doggie thing was a joke....it would have been funny if not with just internet. thats one thing i hate about internet. its hard for me to be funny when people dont know if im serious......


...and wow you like the ballroom passionate-james bond- type dancing huh?

umm...this messege is pointless bcuz i posted the last one twice so uhhh...yeah....


AKWARD.......

And how long have you been dancing?

And i was confused on if you were asking me how we were the same....

And....darn i was gunna ask you something else BUT I FORGOT!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

that freaking sucks!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!



........well...thats done i guess. Watch it hit me later and like right in the middle of a dream im like DOGGIES! IT WAS DOGGIES I WANTED TO ASK HER ABOUT! hahahah.....(sigh)

but it really wasnt.... newaz BYEEEEE SOULSEEKER!(until next messege at least)

hahaha yes i get it Ms. Soulseeker.
I just saw a movie that INSPRIED THE HELL OUTTA ME to dance today and i of course had to drop it down!(...is that even a phrase?)

But yes believe me, i to have contemplated sucicide. and i know afterwards how it feels when you look back on it chica!

but right no well talk HAPPY!!!......wait thats not happy! unless you like swimming............HAPPPEYYYY....:lock1:......well i just think that little thing is funny....so that makes me happy.

But dancing for me is to relieve stress. I practice breakdancing( and yes, SOOO much energy is required):rofl:

But lately i have been using it to merely relieve stress. I am more of a flipper! i do flips and so on. its what makes me happy!..no happeyyyyyy:lock1: lol:becky:

but my dance i think will always be forever. im still curious as to WHAT type of dancing you do???.....?

OOOyeaa i still dance by the way, just got outta a session.

I HAD ballet but it was only to help my dance experience and become a better dancer for myself or a career.

But i still dance...yes.

...You?

hahaha i HAd to laugh at your....and cool.....and weird...and scary thing...so funny....so funny........BUt i say were the same bczu how we type! it shows apart of who we are, or HOw we think. We think very OPENLY! and have crazy RADICAL emotions to be expressed! so it comes across as HYPER:mp: typing or texting! idk i think thoughts why I type that way.o yea. im cool.
haha but why is that so weird chica?!

you dont think we are? thats cool. you obviously havent seen any of my recont posts and threads. believe me...WE ARE. in more ways than others....i still just say we think the same maybe. and feel alone at times where we shouldnt and so on. IDK gurl how to explain it!

Hahahaha ok ill take it as a joke>>>>>>


But YES! we wrere probably seperated at birth cuz my mom didnt wanna boy so she was like go away Whitefire And i was likewhy?!?!?!???? mommy!!!!.

than i was bored with life

so i came on INFJ forum and was all like HEY-Mr. Soulseeker!(but your really a girl)

your cool! ....and then we became friends:lock1:.....and here we are now:mp: hahaha

I dont know how to do it but, I am going to give you a POWER soulseeker becuase you are so much alike me. even IF you refuse to reconigze it. i believe you type like me my friend, you dance, were just alike in my eyes and im not one to impose my thoughts on others but i WILL share my thoughts when i feel az needed.

....i dont know how to do it tho. so...HERE IS YOUR POWER!(wooosh) weird magical noise...

I am really sorry to hear that you are so alone. I can't do much for you, but if you want someone to know what's going on in your life, you can write to me. I'll be off-line for about a day now, but I'll be thinking about you - please try to find some quiet space for yourself. Flav