You are beautiful, just the way that you are. Yet, like a bud breaking through soil you press on, and become more radiant as you will yourself to grow. I am encouraged in your resilience. <3
April
Normal Weirdo :) 40 From South Carolina
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I was okay with my own company, but now. I crave to share these good feelings with others. The discord is quiet though.
I think in metaphors. Everything means something. Everything is intense. Slow down, April. Take the time to see the world at face value too.
Almost everything I thought I had in terms of friendship is gone at this point. I was so mistaken. So wrong. So naive. But still standing.
@Winterflowers I really miss you. I hope you are okay where ever you are.
Azeroth needs me. If I'm not here often, its because I'm burying my head into WoW so I can distract from wanting to talk so much! It works!
I don't know how to be me. I'm always at war within. Which parts of me win? If they win, am I not torn apart? I need to find peace.
I haven't been on here much. I've been on Discord more but even then, I'm always tired. Ugh...constant.
Gnawing hunger. Over-indulgence. Then nausea and desire to vomit. Heart racing, uncomfortable. Bile almost reaches my mouth but I swallow.
Better. But still sleeping in naps. Here goes another. Tonight I may have to medicate. Lack of good sleep isn't good.
I'm alone. But this time it's cause I'm choosing it. I'm logging off now. If you need me you'll have to reach me through Discord. -
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