Thank you for telling your story! Don't worry about those who won't understand where you are coming from. I'm happy you are posting. You are a great writer. I just finished reading 'The Veil' by Blake K Healy. Never read a book quite like it, I highly recommend it. It is available on Amazon... take a minute to check out the reviews.
http://www.amazon.com/The-Veil-Blake-K-Healy/dp/0615697828/ref=cm_cr_pr_product_top
Have a great day! : )
http://www.amazon.com/The-Veil-Blake-K-Healy/dp/0615697828/ref=cm_cr_pr_product_top
Have a great day! : )