Zelotex

Why thank you

[In dream state]Hey, how about singing a song (with me)? I just wanted to dedicate it to everyone watching us now and It would be great if you come and have a duet. It can be dedicated to your boyfriend if you have. I hope it doesn't mean a thing to you. I dedicate this to my own *** too. I can relate this very much base on what my life now. ~|Way Back Into Love[Verse 1][You]I've been living with a shadow overhead,I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,I've been lonely for so long,Trapped in the past,I just can't seem to move on![Me]I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,Just in case I ever need 'em again someday,I've been setting aside time,To clear a little space in the corners of my mind![Chorus][Both]All I wanna do is find a way back into love.I can't make it through without a way back into love.Ooo hooow[Verse 2][You]I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,I know that it's out there,There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere![Me]I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,Not somebody just to get me through the night,I could use some direction,And I'm open to your suggestions.[Chorus][Both]All I wanna do is find a way back into love.I can't make it through without a way back into love.And if I open my heart again,I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end![Middle-eight][You]There are moments when I don't know if it's realOr if anybody feels the way I feelI need inspirationNot just another negotiation[Chorus][Both]All I wanna do is find a way back into love,I can't make it through without a way back into love,And if I open my heart to you,I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,And if you help me to start again,You know that I'll be there for you in the end!|~ Way Back Into Lovefeat. Drew Barrymore.Do you know this song? Well I hope you're not annoyed

p.s please write your life like this. You can do it. I know, you're good at literature. This is just nothing to your ability.

I finally understand what life always means to me. Like a jigsaw pieces joined together. It glows, pass through the white prism. The hope that had left me in the desolation have finally find it's way home. The air that carries a shiver from the western winds had carried me to a place. I had dreamt this place. The pacific skies witness all of this. Internal harmony, Looping pleasure. I finally see myself, for what I did and what I can do. The child I used to, now, standing tall on the top of the world; and the ember sunset snuggled him, firmly. And in one glance, I see him once and in the end - a faithful expression. He embraces the world, instead to resent or to be afraid. This guides him to walk inside the fiend faces of valleys, or even deep ravines without hesitating heart. Yes, I see him with the fire beyond the destination not faintly. This leads him to uncertainty, and vanish but not in vain. All I know, he's home.

It's actually for drivers ed.....I finished already.......Thanks so much though I still have homework left (math and science) but it's okay I got it. That was a sweet gesture.

I am sorry if I said things that may hurt you. I shall change myself. I don't want you to feel alone. This is my only motives. Please don't doorslam me if you are get hurt by me. No. I will be hurt too. I dunno why I feel this way. Is it because you're the only who understands me? Or I'm longing for true friendship?

Friendships that I start always end unexpectedly, but I now realize it's me. If you take away your so called "dramatic ways" That's the same as hiding who you truly are. Don't be sorry, I over analyzed everything, and that hurts me/others in the end. I'm aware that you meant no harm. I'm being to cynical, blunt, and literal :/ Regret nothing you said to me. I feel short connection, taught me something. something important. I hope you got something out of it as well.
Best wishes, much love~ Jay

I'd have to say the same. I have an odd feeling like I've known you, always known you. Could be that seemingly odd and comforting INFJ and INFJ connection I've heard a lot about. These types understand each others complex inner thought and feelings, mainly because their are freakishly alike.
Yes, I feel like we will be pretty good friends

The power of love (acceptance and understanding) makes all things possible. I never thought someone who I barely know knows me internally. Now I believe. I feel like, uh... different. I can't explain. You said I should not gonna give up on you, Yeah, you should not give up on me too. I feel like I had known you a thousands years ago before I was born. I feel we've been great companions before we're born. You made me feel like I'm free. I should open up for you. Thank you. I hope this would last longer. I hope we're great friends. I hope you will never change. I hope, someday, you found your own happiness, and I am here to help you reach that. I hope we grow each other, find our own true partner. I am here, always and forever...

Oh no really, you haven't bothered me at all. Never be sorry for expressing how you feel. Too many people are silenced from expressing their thoughts and feelings because know one cares to listen. I'm here to listen, and understand. Though I don't know you well yet, and don't really know me, don't quit on me, I care.
I must say, I can relate. I have never had someone this much like me in a long time, or I never would be a better word. I can relate to you're feeling of isolation, and feeling of a sad, dull, and meaningless existence. Also wanting a peaceful and happy life in the future. But it doesn't seem like this could be tangible, based off of what my life's like now. And yes wouldn't it be nice to find that spouse that would love you unconditionally, and understands you on a very deep, complex, and spiritual way.
To be honest, I have never expressed my emotions this much to someone I barely know. Even this small amount of my inner thoughts, I've never expressed. You basically just wrote down some of my inner thoughts, even thought they weren't my exact words. I could still understand and feel it, and you wrote it in such a poetic way. Some how I understood completely. I'm not that used to talking about my feelings, I was starting to become very analytically, also a realist for an INFJ. I feel like I'm losing that paradoxical and idealistic touch, as well as my optimistic mentality.
But I suddenly feel like I'm opening up more, by you expressing your feelings

Sorry, I must of dozed off last night.......and I guess I fell asleep. How'd you sleep or did you get any sleep last night?
Wow your pretty good with improvising. Nice job. um lets see.....I'm not sure I'll be any better at naming, but what the heck....how about "unfortunate sunset"

Oh it's Shrek, talk about copyright infringement lol Let's see. The princess had a cursed put on her, so that every sunset she transformed in to an ogre.....correct? I'm sorry I'm no good at this lol.....I tried haha

I can relate to when you said your an unwary heart.......

Oh I see what you mean. So I can trust you?
What was that little story at the end? your an explosion of creativity haha

I'm tireless. I have an unweary heart. In practical world, strangers are hard to trust, particulary when we're giving information about us. It is because there are bunch of transactions and cybercrimes made. If we're just carefree, they may use our data to execute such things. But the good thing is, I don't live in practical known world. I'm exceedingly the most adventurous (wanna be? Hehe! ). I dont care what life may bring to me! But the good thing is, I am definitely against evil! Like I'm the man who wears a silver harness riding a two-horned unicorn (must be "bicorn") saving the lovely princess who has taken away by the ogre bandits. He said 'I am the man who will fight for your honor, I'll be the hero that you've been dream of. We're live forever, knowing together and we did it all for the glory of love!" . But the ogre replies, "..that sounds familiar though." btw ...

I don't mind....Um I was gonna go to bed in about 20-30 minutes maybe, if that's what your asking. You must be tired too, are you getting off soon? What time is it where you live?
What do you mean by trust you?

Oh it's no problem, I'm glad that meant something to you. Your artistic side truly did show. And I would like to get to know you more......
energized caffeine, I like that, never heard that one haha Thanks

Whoa..........No, don't be sorry that was really beautiful. Are you a writer? I'm sure you hear this a lot (as well as most INFJs) that was deep.
I was always the serious one, always. I guess that was a good thing, because people took me seriously / respected me. But this also caused me to get left out and forgotten sometimes. And because I was so reserved people thought I was stuck up or boring. So they didn't wan't to dig deeper and get to know me. But these where just first impressions. (judging a book by it's cover) So I can relate a little
but my first impressions was not that you where too serious. You seem like a fun, artsy, cool, and open minded person to me. Like what you just wrote, that was really poetic, artistic, and real. I'm a pretty open minded person myself. Just be yourself, I'm not the judging type

You can see yourself through me? Really, what makes you say that?
Could be because we're both INFJ. I can relate to INFJ (my type) better than any other type. It's freaky how much INFJ's are alike. Also you sound like me. I too want to live life with adventure, emotion, and happiness as well. :-D
I noticed that your profile says that your birthday is in December. How old will you be?

Why thank you. It wasn't always this way. When I first joined this forum, I didn't have a sense of self, and I didn't feel like truly expressing myself. Overtime my confidence built up gradually and that journey still continues. Don't ever feel like you have to hold back parts of yourself if that is not what you desire .