It's just I don't know if he feels the same way and I know it was a mistake to tell other people and reveal his identity.. I don't know what has been wrong with me lately.. I'm just a mess. You can read my reply to "Hostarious" I explain a little more what happened there I guess..
I.. i want...
Thank you... well he told me we can't be together anyway because he's Muslim and I'm Christian. I knew what the outcome would be. I knew this would happen so I didn't see a point in telling him that I lived him... but what hurt the most was when he said I was too young to know what love is even...
Oh I'm sorry... I just don't know who to talk to or where to seek help. It's not rejection... I'm afraid of hurting him. I know that we aren't ready for a relapse and that's why I kept it inside because I didn't want to ruin our friendship.
Well I told him and what happened was exactly what I expected.. and it hurt so bad and I started blaming myself so much. But I'm trying really hard to push my feelings aside. I cried all day yesterday and vented but then I calmed down and focused on taking care of them. I just.. I hope that I'll...
I'm in love with my bestfriend. He lives across the world and we never met in real life but we've known eachother for half a year. We both have huge trust issues and it's very hard for both of us to open up... but he's perfect. He's an INTP. *warning: love rant ahead* He makes me so happy. He's...