Recent content by Yn0t

Maybe it will be better that I get healthy, and one day I will find him to at least apology in person. Time to heal and grow for both of us.

Thank you. I did send him a letter couple days after to apology about my insensitive words. But I think what I said just hurt him too much.

Actually reading yours I think I understand why he reacted like that. He is already insecure about himself and not sure if people like him the way he is. So now I think back about what I said to him, I think you were right,John K, maybe the words I said to him made he feel that I dont like...

Thank you for all of your replies. I realized a lot of things. Yes I admit that I was wrong that I know what trigger you and I still do that. I just message our mutual friend that dont tell him that she met me because I think he will avoid her forever. And I dont wanna affect their friendship. I...

I even know if our mutual friend tell him the truth, he will just say “well I pray for her to get better” and that will be it.

I regret what I said to him everyday. I dont have any chance to apologize or explain. He blocked me everywhere. I know I hurt him very very deeply and I betrayed him by say what I said. I dont think anything can ever fix what I’ve done to him, and that really make me feel pain.

…I know I was an asshole. I know I have 1 in million chances in this door-slam.

I had relationship with an INFJ male. He is extremely sensitive, of course. We had great connection and we talk everyday. I understand him alot. I also know words affect him more than anything and he remember what I say forever. One day, I found out I have a type of cancer. That moment, I felt...