Recent content by Simon

I'm doing this now. My grades at school are dropping, and I feel so bad about it, because I'm essentially screwing up the rest of my life, and because of it, I'm trying not to talk with anybody. I have to speak everyday, living with a few other people, but I don't want to, I wish I could run...

That's me as well.

I feel this almost everyday. I can play along for a while, and pretend I'm somebody that I'm not, so that people will get along with me, but as soon as I reveal my real self, people shy away from me, and I'm left feeling rejected. I cannot imagine anybody ever wanting me, ever really liking me.

Thank you Ecton. I will try my best, but I'm sure you understand, having been in that place yourself, that overcoming the fear is a very difficult task. I do want to get out more, but right now, I don't feel as though I have the right people around me to do so. I'm not comfortable around any of...

You're right, no e-mail, no phone number, I'll just give her the CD. Do you think I should just wait and see if she speaks to me after that, or should I approach her, later, and ask if she liked it? I'm sorry, I'm asking questions which you most likely don't know the answer to, especially since...

You're right, no e-mail, no phone number, I'll just give her the CD. Do you think I should just wait and see if she speaks to me after that, or should I approach her, later, and ask if she liked it? I'm sorry, I'm asking questions which you most likely don't know the answer to, especially since...

I feel this as well. It's not friendships that I get attached to, rather people in a romantic sense, even if I don't really know them.

I get this feeling all the time. I have a hard time clearing out my room sometimes, because everything in there holds some kind of memories, or emotion, which I don't want to forget. I actually have a few shoeboxes in my cupboard, filled up with all the little things that I could never throw...

You mean, how do I normally deal with being unhappy? Well, I guess I don't. I just suffer in silence because I don't feel as though I have anybody that I can talk to about how I feel. I suppose in some repsects, that's probably why I like things which appear sad to most other people, because I...

It seems like such a cliche, but there's this girl. I've seen her around college a few times, and she always look incredibly sad. I've realised that I seem to be attracted to most things which are sad, whether it be music, art, or even people. As a result, I've somehow managed to fall in love...