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    1. Synergos
      Synergos
      How are you my friend? Hope you're doing well!
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      2. Synergos
        Synergos
        Happens to me if a nap passes 45 minutes... I feel body heavy... Coffee helps surely!
        Sep 6, 2021
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      3. o2b
        o2b
        Yeah, a deep nap and without coffee, I just don't feel woke up!
        Sep 6, 2021
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      4. Synergos
        Synergos
        Cold shower helps too... But it's a little extreme lol
        Sep 6, 2021
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    2. just me
      just me
      Thanks for the like on West Point in February.
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      2. o2b
        o2b
        You're welcome!

        Can you remind me of the post I liked?
        Sep 2, 2021
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      3. o2b
        o2b
        My guess is it was the comment on resentment toward the whole "get a vax" issue.
        Sep 6, 2021
    3. Synergos
      Synergos
      Hello my friend! How are you? Hope you're having a great day! Thank you for the likes!
      1. o2b
        o2b
        Hey! I'm hanging in there. I actually was a bit down when I thought of abandonment after perusing the Jar of Fears topic.

        But, I feel a bit better today.

        Hope you're having a good day as well!
        Sep 1, 2021
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      2. Synergos
        Synergos
        Sorry for the abandonment feeling. I'm glad you're better today. Every difficult exists to make us stronger!
        Sep 1, 2021
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    4. Synergos
      Synergos
      Hello friend! Thank you for the like! Hope you have a great day!
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      2. o2b
        o2b
        Hey friend!

        Thank you and I'll try! You too!
        Aug 14, 2021
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    5. just me
      just me
      Thumbs up.
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    6. just me
      just me
      Skating Away on the thin ice of a new day. Jethro Tull

      Thanks for the like.
      1. o2b
        o2b
        Thanks, man. I feel a little better.
        Jun 10, 2021
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      2. just me
        just me
        We are each unique. We should all be thankful for our being. We must learn to drive this, and it is a bumpy road. Stop along the way near water, and watch the ripples or waves. Get the mind right, then set sail for awhile. Rest. Move along with thanksgiving.
        Jun 11, 2021
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      3. o2b
        o2b
        I'll try just me, thanks.
        Jun 11, 2021
    7. slant
      slant
      Have enjoyed your posts. Glad you are around.
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      2. o2b
        o2b
        Hi slant, I did not see that I can comment. Thank you! I feel like this is one place I can be me.
        Jun 10, 2021
    8. o2b
      o2b
      bleeding
    9. o2b
      o2b
      doing ok
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    10. o2b
      o2b
      Founder of Iconoclasts Anonymous - Global Membership: 1
    11. o2b
      o2b
      I skate on thin ice.
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      o2b
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    May 5
    Home Page:
    https://www.whoville.com
    Location:
    middle of nowhere, South Dakota
    Occupation:
    retired
    In descending order, which 6 things could you never do without?:
    1. God.
    2. Moral good such as love and hope.
    3. Purpose, meaning.
    4. Access to His Word.
    5. Productivity (such as exercise, study, chores).
    6. Relationship.
    7. My evenings of disengaged downtime (always with cannabis and a couple beers). I get buzzed, but never wasted.
    What would be your epitaph?:
    Tony helped usher in the end of this existence of pain.
    MBTI:
    INFJ
    Enneagram:
    4w5
    I have had a pretty weird life. As one counselor told me, "Tony, your level of trauma is profound. You have no idea how profound it is." Just a lot of shit happened and the events seem too coordinated to not be orchestrated in some way.

    A lot of sexual trauma. I am completely unable to think myself viable with women unless I am experiencing a women in a romantic capacity (an emotional connection) within which I can experience a lot of viability. But, left to myself? No way. Nothing.

    There is sexual trauma that is quite personal that well explains much of my psyche, which is highly conflicted. Like my authentic self is in a state of innate psychic conflict which really sucks.

    I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and a cyclical depression (referred to as dysthymia), each at levels qualifying for meds. I have experienced ptsd episodes with women, including in relationship with. Sometimes pretty bad.

    I have always been extremely sensitive. As an example, we would go on family fishing vacations and I remember this time these fishers had their caught fish on lines as they did not fillet them right away. I just watched their gills flap back and forth and it killed me. Or this other time I was maybe 7 and I was with boys who were smoking out gopher holes. I pretended to enjoy it, but I was dying inside.

    I was always a whopper of a space cadet, hugely absent-minded.

    My ability to take red pills is stratospheric.

    I love animals.

    I am a near recluse. But, given venue, I can easily be social.

    As an adult, I got into Christianity and I am positively obsessed with Christian gospel theory, which I eventually realized no one is. I believe God has given me revolutionary gospel insights. I'll explain one to explain my epitath.

    (Sorry for the length, I don't know how to adequately explain if shorter.)

    Love is everything and ultimately conquers all. God does ultimately "find" everyone since love is a compulsive force with respect to reason, once sufficient revelation is provided.

    The end of this existence is a matter of condition. A people must be holy and survive the experience of feeling completely evil. Of course, a dilemma is that no one is close to holy.

    I have this expression, "We are all just a bunch of 1.5's." Meaning if 100 represented perfect holiness and 0 (zero) perfect evil, that is where I think we are.

    So how in the world can a whole population teleport from the topography of 1.5-land to 100's? Quite a shift!

    I have to leave tons out, but Christ had to feel completely evil and as a consequence experience every painful feeling one can experience as a natural consequence of perceiving oneself to be evil - feelings such as shame and guilt. This is how He became We. He also triumphed by faith within the ordeal.

    The reason we presently cannot be made holy is because the process would be too painful. We would despair.

    In the last days, a people will perceive others in the realm of feeling.

    Jeremiah 31:22
    "How long will you gad about, O you backsliding daughter? For the Lord has created a new thing in the earth - A woman [perception in the realm of feeling] shall encompass [be the dominant facet of this last day experience] a man [reason, understanding]."

    At that point, they will experience a quick progression of beholding moral good. This will include perceiving the expression of love in the realm of feeling (like compassion). When they are then beset with intense levels of feelings such as shame, they will see Christ bear that exact same level of shame, perceive His victory within that burden, and His victory will enable theirs. (In other words, they must be crucified with Christ.)

    Now they can be made holy.

    But, the realm of feeling is explosive. There is a needed preparation. Elijah, the greatest of prophets, must come first. Elijah is a sufficient level of understanding. With any misconceptions, such as a false view of God, access to perception in the realm of feeling would be fatal. The feelings would be misinterpreted.

    This explains the long season of moral futility. Love isolated to understanding is simply not all that transforming. Love expressed in the realm of feeling is far more transforming.

    John 11:35-36
    35 Jesus wept. 36 Then the Jews said, “See how He loved him!”

    (But, they did not "see" His feelings, they interpreted what He felt through the physical senses.)

    So, I am here to bring about the coming of Elijah. That is it. That is my purpose here. I have no other. I would never think to believe that I have attained to whatever that level looks like. I just try to advance it. God knows, that is sufficient.

    All that I wrote was given me. So, with my epitath, I was not kidding in the least.

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