Recent content by missbee

Now that is weird!! Lol

Yes! That's exactly the way to do it :D Except my family know my birthday and they're really the only ones I hang out with. I used to love love love my birthday in that way like most other types do presents, attention etc. so I suppose the weirdness is coming from changing into how I am from...

This isn't a major issue but I was just thinking that because it's my birthday tomorrow I've planned... nothing really. I just love quiet time for thinking and relaxing! As with every other day in my life :) But this weekend I can't shake this feeling of being a weirdo for it. It's so annoying...

Lord of the rings if anyone hasn't already said it.

Thank you, I love it. The idea of "Even the concept of time is imagined..." I always thought that we're in a holographic anything goes reality. Aside from what has been programmed we are capable of so much but negativity is so dense. But it still very much demonstrates how strong imagination is.

Oh yes. I do wonder if imagination is ever original or all simply as a result of our environment.

Making nonsensical accusations.

So when someone imagines its pictures or impressions??? And when someone thinks its words? I'm so not sure in my mind.... Forgive me for my ignorance...

Yes from 2008 until 2011 I had weekly talk therapy. I was also on meds for depression. Back then I was even building up hope I was that depressed. Talking with them and meds did help and even though I know I'm not high on the depressed scale anymore there's still a way to go! While the problem...

I have a fake self a pseudo self or what people usually call an ego. The thing is ho on earth do I step away from this thing?! I know I made it. But She (my ego) has destroyed my life. I was fooled for so long believing my ego was me. The illusion is so damn strong. I feel like disconnecting...