Recent content by begumguven

I get that.. a lot. I believe in a creator as well but I lack practical manners and how to apply all of the knowledge to my everyday life. I dont know why humans have the ability to think those thoughts, I don't know where am I going and what is my value and all the reasons even to be happy..

I've been raised Muslim and I'm lost right now. It's just not that what it offers doesn't make sense, it's more about me thinking about 'the why'. I have that depressive 'the why' itch which is so annoying and unanswerable in its core. I even question like why people bother to feel so fulfilled...