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In self-destruct mode for the next few days. Unless you actually want me to snap at you, don't message me.

I have to admit I don't know what I'm doing.

Woke up after the weirdest series of dreams ever. Had an aquarium full of different “fish” that floated on air again. Colorful fishes that just floated around. That happened a long time ago, but this time I’d been staring down at it until it got dark. Thought to myself, at the end of the day...

Really? I don't quite understand, but maybe that dream was meant for you?

1. I don't know anymore. I was studying to become a music teacher when i abruptly got kicked out of school. Now I'm scared to commit to any path. 2. Trying to get rid of the anxiety and depression caused by #1 and a few things that happened in between. I lost two special friends and I'm trying...

I'm in that transition phase where I'm confused about what to do next (similar to the time when I had that inception-like "gatekeeper/angel" dream. I don't know how I'm going to survive in the real world, I'm too idealistic and lacking practical skills. There is pressure to get a job, but also...

Interesting thread. I'm surprised I didn't find it before. But ugh, too much information. What would be a good start?

No, not at all. Except for the "bishops in the mall" part it was a pleasant dream and my mind was clear. I was in a distressed mood already before I went to sleep, but I was fine in the dream world. I wouldn't mind if it actually happened. In the dream, I was surprisingly cool enough to handle...

Side dream, may not be related I was at home, looking for food in our kitchen. Noticed one of the kitchen cabinets with old food. Oh, there are a lot of little chocolate and ube cakes and wafers here. I tried one. It was ube. It tasted bad. I looked at the packaging. Expired a year ago. Sheesh...

@Skarekrow That person in my dream was both beautiful and scary. I think it's because I felt that she was powerful. An angel, probably. It was only at the end that she took pity at me for getting lost in that world. The dream had a lot to do about music/sound and it made me doubt that I should...

Gohan b/w drawing (2002) Madoka drawing (2012) Mangoes acrylic painting (2016-17)

Not sure if I could call them astral travel. I tried meditation and new age stuff, but nothing stuck. I joined and spied on some new age groups, and felt sorry that I didn't have those kinds of psychic/ ESP experiences. Spirituality frustrated me greatly. It was when I stopped trying that I got...