I can't help but people watch. I'm so finely tuned in to everything that they're doing--tone of voice, minute facial gestures, nuances of eye movements/eye focal range, body twitches, head tilts/lack of tilts, anything. I can't help but notice every last gawdamm thing that they're doing, especially when they're talking to other people. I notice every tiny thing that goes on in the conversation. It's like those scenes in movies where everything slows down and sound is amplified so that you can hear a pin drop or something. It's that vivid. It's pretty exhausting, and I wish it didn't happen. It's kind of a pain, really. Ignorance really is bliss.