So, how would you describe the relationship dynamics with current SOs or exes?
Oh, this should be easy. Lol.
How do you relate to each other? Did each of you take on specific roles in the relationship or fill different needs?
I married my wife; this is our 20th year.
I kinda went through hell with the girls I dated, went with, etc before her.
I kinda found and hung out with the most troubled people. Some I know have died. The other I just suspect cause there's no sign of them. But they aren't likely FaceBook people, so who knows.
I was young and tried to make meaningful relationships with girl friends and friends. Kinda strange thinking about it looking back. I didn't really know people that would make good friends. But they were who I got stuck with and not much family life to turn to so I relied on what I had.
So when I met my wife I kinda wanted someone that was a little more stable. Came from a good family. And even though her dad took off when she was about ten, she had a good mom and all her cousins and uncles right next door.
So I always felt she saved me in that she gave me stability. I got sent away at 18 and it was a rough couple years. I didn't know it at the time, but looking back I'm sure I'd be dead without her.
When I met her, she had a hard time articulating her thoughts. Really wasn't well educated, but she's brilliant. She liked that I could talk, communicate; I seemed to have a world of words to throw around and even knew what they meant. I reframed from embarrassing her, but she only encouraged me. With great leaps of courage she would learn and use words she just heard for the first time and owned them like they were her own. But I guess I listened to her and encouraged her, or at least expected a lot of her, from her. I think she was dismissed and not used to anyone paying attention. So I think that's what she needed and found from me. So maybe I helped save her back.
Was their more defensive, supportive, or neutral communication?
It's never been anything but supportive. I love her. I respect her. I've had issues I've had to learn to understand and accept. But we are friends and she hasn't really ever made me feel judged.
I've just been places some people might not want any part of. Funny, but I doubt anyone would believe those things about me. I'm about as square as they get I think. Somehow sorta successful with a bunch of degrees. Not bad for a guy that have up after high school.
We didn't start off communicating well. What I mean is us talk, she'd listen and most of the time was just being polite.
Today she's a doctor and processes so fast I'm just left behind. Kinda waiting for her to get bored with me. But we seem to love each other and all any of us have is today. I've lived through times when I didn't know if I'd make the next moment so I never take things for granted.
How do you address problems or issues as a couple vs. as individuals?
When I can get her attention we are a couple. She usually thinks I'm making more of something than I need to. Sometimes she's right. But usually it's a good thing I over think stuff. Basically we are a couple. But id say we take on roles. I'm definitely the guy. She's the female. And I do want ever she wants. To a point.
How do you respond to each other's feelings or opinions?
I respond to her every word. She always has my complete attention. She's a little ADD and is usually between 6 or 5 things. If I get annoyed, she will stop and wind up somewhere between listening and fully engaged. Usually, just trying to keep me calm.
How did you handle conflict, disagreements, arguments, or fights?
Over the years we've had intense fights or arguments. We get into it once in a while, but wind laughing cause we can't stay mad.