Now I understand why this song was suddenly in my head after waking up that day.. I think it was a message from my baby I had hope for 1 week but I guess it's over now..
I find I am a person who is somewhat of a catalyst for others. If others have bad things lurking in their psyche, then come out around me. If they have good qualities, those come out. I was recently permanently banned on a forum because some problem people were being very offensive to me, and I may have told them some uncomfortable truths. I've only slightly run into some people here who have reacted negatively, and it has not at all been in any way extreme. I do very well around good-natured people. I don't do well around bad people. Now, I am dealing with the aftermath of my ban and wondering if I could have/should have just let them have their way.