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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    Thanks for the support everyone, I've dug up some life changing information about why I am the way that I am. I've got a lot of self improvement I need to work on, but I'm no longer blind to why I'm not fitting in and I think I might just have a place in this world after all.
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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    I just did a little research on ennaegrams, I had never heard of them before, I did a few tests and got 4-the individualist, and it basically told me my life story. edit: Why don't they teach about this in school?! I could have saved myself many years of self loathing, I seriously thought there...
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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    Maybe I'm mourning the slow death of art. I love radiohead by the way, that song popped into my head shortly after writing that :)
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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    That may have been a bad example, it's not so much a longing for the past as it is a longing for certainty, I want everything to be in its right place but things keeps changing.
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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    Wow, it felt really good to write that all down.
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    I feel like a needle in a haystack.

    So lately I've been sort of depressed, although nothing is going wrong in my life right now other than stress from college. I've come to the realization that I'm very unhappy with the way things are in modern culture, I really don't feel like I fit in. I've always felt emotions with really high...
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