Recent content by Tutti Frutti

True, true, true! I feel like this everyday. I love to observe things and think about how absurd they are in my mind! It only comes in flashes but it's such a sure thing. The world is soooo absurd.

I feel like this all the time. I think I even annoy people cos I'm so loud and outgoing and happy, but it's like, when I get home all I want to do is listen to Dreams by the Cranberries and cry. Live in my own depressed world. Watch Control by Anton Corbjin and smoke a cigarette. Drown myself in...

That's exactly what I was thinking.. once I was talking to my mum about this, and I told her sometimes I feel I've said too much to someone I don't even care about, and their opinions affect me. She told me, "You know what that it, right?" and I said, "No, what is it?" She said, "Acceptance...

All of this is soooo me. I'm so glad I'm not alone!

Yes! This is what it's like! I'm always so scared that I'll go against the grain when I do something in a certain way and it will be wrong. See at the moment I'm looking for work as I've decided to leave uni for a year, and that's what it's like as I'm looking. Maybe something I say or do will...

Does anyone else here find that they stress so easily? Like every decision you make is strangely difficult? It seems like everything I do in life is wrong - to myself. Whatever I do out of wanting to do it, it goes wrong. Whatever I hate doing in the end makes me feel better.

I have absolutely no idea. But I like the idea of acceptance - that's what love is. I must say I tend to agree with that.

the emotion has its own lyric, its own melody, its own background.

Wow! That is exactly me! Sometimes I'm so convinced I am introverted cos everyday I pretty much live inside my own head, but then when I'm yeah around introverted people I come out completely - like I have nothing to hide. But then around extroverted people it's like I feel guilty for being...

Omg! That is me each and every day. I am constantly questioning and I have no idea how to stop. It's like everything is wrong, and everything is my own fault. I don't know how to cope with anything. Even getting up each day is just so difficult because it means getting through another day...

No, definitely dreams. I mean, not everything is exactly how you once wanted it to be. If you look at life like that, you would be constantly disappointed! I once thought to myself, if I aim for the stars I might hit the moon. I'm hoping the moon comes first though, and then on your way you hit...

yepppp! that's me as well. depends on my state of well-being i suppose.

Well, this morning my ex tried to ring me several times and I have heaps of msgs from him on my phone at about 8am! I mean, what am I to do with that? He becomes so desperate about it all, and it's not like I'm getting married to anyone soon or something! It's hard to know what to do with all...

I find it hard being with someone, although I'm only 16 and can't really say much yet, unless they're really ready to be devoted to me. That's what I want, and in this world, that's gonna be a hard thing to find. I'm a person who considers others and will be respectful and utterly devoted to my...