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I wouldn’t know how to start this even if I tired. So I will start with the most important, I’m the lead of 3 amazing growing souls to which are half of me and half of the best person to happen to me. My life with only the 3 is not over, with my life planed and what I’ve learned in my quiet 27 almost 28 years (in 2020) of life is that my energetic code is written and ready for me to take each step when I’m ready. I know when I’m ready and have so much help from the person who’s helped me feel again. I was literally a rock. Emotion-less not knowing what my world had for me, my growth started a few months into my 18th year a little after the worst birthday I had. I was finished with high school waiting for the ceremony of my diploma at the end of my senior year at which I graduate at the same time as my sister who was turning 21 on that day with 2 kids. One of my 3 other sisters (and 2 brothers making 7 in total) gave me a recommendation into my first licensed shop for my first legal piercing (cause it most definitely wasn’t my first and they were definitely done illegally), walking in did I know the first person I see changed what I thought I knew I was going to do in life. He introduced himself as Panda and that’s how I knew him for almost the first 6months of knowing him without knowing his real name. He got my paperwork started and my ID scanned, little did I know his next introduction would be true. As I get it filled with my ex best friend and sister and her lesbian lover at the time he introduced me to the piercer, his mother. I thought he was lying about the mom part cause she was the shop owner. Boy was I wrong, sadly this is not the part of our story that mended me to be. As I left my only regret was not asking for his number. A month goes my and we scrap up enough change for my ex best friend and I to get on the bus and take her to get her septum done. That day some fire built in me and I asked him to hang out with us at Urban to smoke and hang out with us. From that day getting his number I tried to spend every day with him, talked to him. Made excuses to be in the area. A few months go by as things begin to get serious he started staying over, then his mom found out and we had a pregnancy scare. She resented me from that day on, little did I know this would be a hard battle for both of us about her, only once I had a baby did her energy towards me begin to lighten and change for growth. Here we are, 10 years later and it hasn’t felt that long and I can’t wait for everything else to come. He’s taught me how to love myself, know when enough is enough. He’s shown me his weakness and what breaks him inside, as he learned to catch me I’ve learned to catch his pieces, help him make it stronger so we can both grow and show our Kins what communication, love and connection really is.
Next myself, I’m a metal head but really I listen to any beat that catches my soul. I’m a horror movie fanatic, love documentaries, particular to the video games I play, which is ps4 and Pokémon go (mostly Pokémon). I don’t condone to politics or religion but call myself an Omnist. I love working in the cannabis industry it’s helped me and brought me to people I never thought I could talk about such personal stuff so quickly with people I hardly met but they have opened up just as much. I hope one day to have my own cannabis and hemp farm which is my life goals of self sustaining. Sorry for the mini biography but life is never as simple as a thousand words. Thank you if you made it this far, your the champion.