SilentStorm25

seriously cant stand doing these things because it will just be a facet of 'who I am', based on the audience here and like 'who wants to know'..the day may determine how I respond.
I do not believe 'the system' works because the problems in the world start at the individual level, so I am very discouraged in life knowing that i cant really change the real reason we are held responsible for ourselves and our happiness, yet if we are to help ourselves it has to be within societies standards, which are not the best standards for everyone. *hint*
I love tattoo ideas and music of many kinds and have taken hallucinogens and would be considered a menace to society at large (esspecially when here in Utah) yet everyone I have known personally says I am a beautiful and inspiring soul who is a shaman of the times, a lighthouse in the dark dismal places they find themselves within, in the perception of those many I suppose I shouldnt disbelieve, yet I feel like it's never enough. The modern way is no way for us to be, and I yearn to find us in a state where we recognize we have the same base needs and there is understanding with just eye contact alone, and yes it sounds primitive, but then so does forcing prehistoric death remains into our planet's atmosphere for NO REASON other than greed and stupidity, over something manmade; CURRENCY, which has fostered and bred the ongoing blah, blah, blaaahhhhh

Physical anthropology, foreign customs, Baltic and Nordic mythology, Biometrics, quantum theory as an attempt to add weight to evidence of past lives(thus the memory of abuse is held in our bodies as the earth may hold in her memory of our previous presence) art using various media, Photoshop(not that advanced yet) Divination using various methods from times and places still used, Sychronicity(ties in with my 'study' of divination) keeping a dream journal, keeping online journal, keeping sketch and written journals as well, and fantasizing of learning to play bass guiter and death metal drums, and oh,..god what else, well brains tired today, Im just tired of working full time at finding a job, since my personality is not one that seems to allow me to fit well into anything without a cert or major.