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ridet-contritum-anima

I've always been intrigued (resulting in frustration) by figuring out what makes me tick and what makes other's tick. I'm very much an introvert, preferring my own company and that of close loved ones and find parties, holidays, entertaining and the such very exhausting. I also need some complete down time just to shut down and do nothing at all or I get stressed. In other words I'm a dysfunctional loner in the eyes of everyone around me.

I like learning (just started latin), I like issuing myself weird challenges that most people wouldn't even contemplate, I don't mind doing things the "hard way" and am convinced it's healthier for my mind and body.

Overall I'm just a jumbled mess of confusion and uncertainty.

gardening, homesteading, brewing, cooking, learning, family, wii fit plus, latin(my id is latin), philosophy, psychology, sitcoms, hunting, camping, fishing, fine dining, road trips
Biography
I grew up with 3 siblings in a dinky town. My mom was divorced before I was born. My siblings and I literally have completely different lives due to my mom being mentally unstable and lacked consistency in anything including being a mother.

I spent most of my childhood confused and misunderstood which confused me even more.

Adulthood hasn't been much better. Partial college, marriage, welfare, infertility, child, divorce, independence, anther child, rocky relationships; toss in depression, anxiety and other health issues and that's the sum of my life.
In descending order, which 6 things could you never do without?
6. A book to read
5. Lots of space
4. Forests(I'm pretty sure my soul never leaves the woods)
3. Journal
2. Ash(my dog who died last year)
1. Elizabeth(my toddler)
What would be your epitaph?
Intelligere male intellectas est ad consequi unitate
MBTI
INFJ
Enneagram
Individualist(type4)
Occupation
I want to be recognized as the deep individual tha