Recent content by ordz404

I do somehow feel that I share similar sentiments with you. My father is having a harder time with me because i push back these days and call out his shit for being complicit in family drama. I have accepted the limitations of my family, and I've given up on them. There is a death in that, to...

Man, sorry to hear about that. Its okay not to want to talk about it. More importantly, I hope for you that it influences you less not that distance has been put between you and them. Ordz

I'm sorry to hear that. It seems like your mum has issues controlling her temper, and her only resort into subjugating you was to beat you up. It does seem that your mum is concerned more about her self image than trying to want to understand your position at that time. It must be hard to...

Have you seen this yet @Pin. This episode in space was absolutely hilarious. It was just silly!! Scroll to the part where Jeff Bezos, Elon Musk and Richard Branson are in space

I'm glad to see that we're having a fruitful discussion and helping those who're commenting a little space and exercise to reflect on our own childhood and where we are right now. There isn't any right or wrong answers... its just collectively our experiences could help bring different...

More importantly, @GreenTea how do you feel about yourself now?

I did a full 180 in these past 5 months. I've been so stable and i just started seeing my therapist less, since he too has agreed that i'm generally better, Good coping mechanism is a must! That can even determine if one falls back to the unhealthy zone. There are days which i feel somewhat...

Its cool mate, i've accepted my lot in life, i have neither envy nor hatred, and i no longer hope things could have been better. I can't change the past but i can still influence my own future. I acknowledge their ( my folks ) limitation on things, so I've ceased trying to beat a dead horse, or...

Hmm.. i actually wonder if INFx have a higher proclivity toward depression. I for one had felt alot of despair and hopelessness four years ago. But the strange thing is, at the end of my recovery, i'm permanently typed INFJ and i do find myself comfortable in my skin. Perhaps i've grown in my...

That's really awesome wyote, I do wished i had an emotionally mature mother. Unfortunately she is old and i doubt she would change. It is a lament and i have already grieved through the loss of not having a mum who would understand or respect me. I do not hate her but i actually spare no...

I can see how a decision making tree would show how things would pan out. More so when i can actually visualise such a scenario in my head.

I've yet to see someone who is fully unafraid. I've had crippling fear of my old man, a few years ago. It was that kind of crippling fear born out of trauma i'd figure. In recently year and months, i've been pushing my old man to deal with nonsense at home which i have no intent of...

This is much a post of self reflection about my own family of origin and psychopathology. I didn't start out as an INFJ, I actualy started out as ISFJ in 2014, and from 2016 - 2020 for the most part i was INFP, now after that tumultuous journey, i've solidified my type as an INFJ. How was...

:smirk::smirk::smirk::tearsofjoy::tearsofjoy::smirk::smirk::smirk: Aww man, you guys make me feel better already. Well im celebrating the Asian new year and im gonna gang up with other guy bestie to go bake some cookies. Time to pick up a new hobby, and well how about a moonman that bakes...

Nah, right now, its a relationship that is draining. I don't feel better being around her. Its one thing to bear your heart to a person, to be lead on for a while, whether intentionally, or unintentionally, and given the proverbial salt on wound saying "But hey i'm still cool hanging out with...