Recent content by kakeli

Perhaps the best and worst part for me is needing to understand everything. This is good because I feel I've learned a lot about myself, but it's bad because during bouts of depression it really messes with my self esteem, because I feel I've figured out I'm actually a worthless piece of garbage.

Well, given the fact you're asking this question, you're probably INFJ. The Fi of INTJs would allow them to know for sure what the identify with more, while Fe is... a bit more complicated. Also the fact that you tend to follow your heart more than your head makes me think INFJ much more...

Yes, I tend to do that a lot, even with myself usually, but not always in the way I'd expect I would.

I can hardly be the real me around myself without snapping. How am I supposed to be it around other people?

I had a guy wipe dog crap on my leg at a band camp once, but then later we talked and I found out he wasn't as much of a jerk as I thought. He was still a jerk nonetheless, but at least not as intensely.

I have had extreme temptations to use drugs before, but convinced myself not to, but I would say that we might be more inclined to use them, to clear our mind of our persistently heavy thoughts.

I have only told one person in my life I loved them, not including relatives, and I'm not sure whether I actually love some of them, or I am just obligated to tell them.

I would say I was a straight male, but I don't really identify with any sexuality because of how screwy (pun intended) it is.