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my fantasy is to find a man that i couldn't favor anyone else above and vice versa. until then i'm in no relationship. so i guess responding to the question is irrelevant.

to withdraw i put my headphones on to avoid people and paint in solitude etc. this is when i have the ability to completely withdraw, which i take advantage of every time i'm able to. if i don't have at least four hours in my day to be completely alone i get unbearably cranky. in general i try...

surrounded by dull metal and fake beauty milled through by the hopelessly ugly- given some sort of false hope by the plastic. Generic in every way they are adorned no less than what they deserve and project. i look around and realize i never felt apart and i don't need to because i wont and its...

I'm not sure how other people see me but if i can imagine the way some people might interpret my actions they think im distant and snobbish. when you're being overloaded with insights and convictions all the time you can't possibly be exerting energy and presence into the world because what's...