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Esther

My name is Esther. I am an INFJ. I've got 2 real friends and I mostly like to keep to myself but I most of the time can handle social situations. I like to help people out and I do a lot of charity work with the elderly and young children. I strive for perfection but can not often achieve it because a new ideal of it enters my brain. I often need to withdraw into my own little bubble and just not socialize to feel better in a position of stress. I have a hard time relating to most people and I didn't understand why for the longest time but then I took the MBTI test and did some research and found out how rare of a personality type it was, and then I understood. I'm a strange person which is something I'm not afraid to admit and a lot of people don't understand me and even sometimes I can't understand myself.

Drama, hiking around mountains, kayaking, reading, kvetching, being alone, being around other people, being watched by other people, not being watched by other people, eating, fencing, writing, over analyzing the meaning of life and why things happen, making people happy.
Biography
I was born somewhere in the US, in a hospital to a Sephardic scholar and a Cervantes scholar. Lots of education right there, leading up to my growth as a very nerdy child in the best sense possible. I had to be pulled out by a toilet plunger (true story!) because I was already a month late and during labor I was not coming out, which I assume was the beginning of my occasional stubbornness. The first movie I ever watched was The Lion King, and that's kind of an indicator of my age right there. Anyways, because of this I've had a special little bond with that movie. My parents would take me everywhere when I was very young. By the age of 1 I'd been to Portugal, the UK, the Netherlands, Germany, New York, Spain and Denmark. I've (luckily!) been very spoiled with travel and education, which has ultimately benefited me. From the age of four however, I was bullied for pretty much every reason imaginable, but the slight majority of the time it was in fact for my hair and how it made me look like a boy/Albert Einstein/a clown/"that one nerdy guy in that one movie"/Andy Samberg/a storm cloud etc. When I was 3 I learned to read which has affected me in that half of my free time I spend reading and/or criticizing any of my peers who don't read for not and/or purchasing books and/or criticizing this book and/or showering that book with over-the-top excessive praise. I'm very strange and I have a hard time relating to other people and other people have a very hard time relating to me. That doesn't even begin to sum up me, perhaps I'll finish this later.
In descending order, which 6 things could you never do without?
1. Air
2. Water
3. Sunlight
4. Food
5. Happiness
6. Money
What would be your epitaph?
Here lies a dead person.
MBTI
INFJ
Enneagram
2
Occupation
My goal in life is to do acting professionally. No