Recent content by briochick

I feel I'm in that lucky position of being an extroverted introvert. I was as a child, I had masses of people who knew me and I talked and talked, but when it was enough I'd wander away to some quite spot and just sit or play by myself. I was always wandering off when I tired of people. Then I...

well, I used to depersonalize/dissociate but that turned out to be the opposite of healthy. ;) bit of an undersatement there. Now, I go away. I usually tell one or two people where I'm going and dissapear for a day/weekend/evening. I'll turn my phone on silent, or simply not recharge it, and...

I feel that running, like brushing your teeth and peeing, is a necessary evil. Without it you become an unhealthy blob, with it you have pain, stress, and the embarrassment of knowing that in a culture that defines beauty as people with half your body weight and no T and A you are flopping...

sounds like depression to me. But then, who am I to talk? My emotions (happy, sad, scared, curious, angry, ALL of them) are so intense that I can't function normally without medication to mello them out, and even still some people think I'm too intense. But there was a time where I wondered if...

*sigh* I miss ddr. My workouts are usually 5 to 6 days a week. Up until about 3 weeks ago I was pushing 2 hours a day, then I managed to injure a tendon in my arm somehow so the doctor told me I had to cut out weights. I've just started in on weights again, and on very low weights too, but I...

occasionally I get migraines but they're hardly ever horrible. Just a bit nausiating. I do get silent migraines though. Those I get when I'm really stressed and they're a b****. I get general headaches or random feelings of nausia or a feeling of having cotton in my mind or eye pain pretty...