Recent content by Bigsmiles150

I'm very much the same. I star out like I'm dealing with the problem on autopilot. "Just get A,B, C, and D done, then there'll be time for you..." I think I tend to throw myself into masking my grief as well, keeping busy helping, or getting things accomplished, so I don't have to actually deal...

Thanks for this. Didn't quite understand it all in it's complexity. Further processing and information will help, I'm sure. Pretty new to this stuff. Thank God I made it though! Have thought I was crazy hopeless for so long. Pieces of the puzzle coming together...

I'm glad I'm not the only one who does stuff like that. Lol