My immediate reaction was the same as all of yours, but I guess I needed affirmation because her ideas preyed on my fears. I know that Se often has the negative effect on me that she describes, but I feel like it's different with my art. When I tried to explain this, she more or less said, "You may feel like it's different, but it's not. It's just your evil Se being a sneaky puppet master and letting your Ni think it's in control when it's not."
This was my response to her comment:
Her response:
I appreciate that she avoids outright telling me that it's bad for me to create art. But I can tell she quietly believes I'll end up becoming disillusioned with it like she was, and that I need to experience it for myself before I will believe her.
That's why I decided not to continue the discussion. She seemed unchanged even after I tried to offer up alternate approaches to art that might better fit her framework. So I figured it was pointless to keep pressing the issue.
I find it kind of sad that she psychologized something she once had a passion for to the point where it became demystified. I don't mean that in a snarky way; it really does make me kind of sad, and wish that she had been able to find a healthier way to continue with her art. She seems to think that the fact that the "magic" of the process can be explained in psychological terms, means it's not "authentic" for INFJs. It could just as easily be explained in psychological terms for Se artists, yet she doesn't think they should give up art because of it.
Another article on the site,
The Inferior Function: Traps, Temptations, and Grip Experiences, discusses the same theory about the inferior function, but with a key difference.
The key difference is that "directly beautifying the material world" (creating art) is not said to be bad for INJs, in itself. It's only bad when the INJ does so believing that it will bring them wholeness.
BIG difference!
When I came across the article today, it made everything much clearer to me. Because that's exactly how I act when I'm under stress and the inferior Se comes out. I start wanting to go on clothes shopping sprees (acquire wealth), and I can spend way too much time putting together outfits to wear because I want them to look just so (trying to beautify the physical world). THIS is how my inferior Se manifests; NOT when creating art.
In fact, the more Se manifests in this superficial way, the LESS art I create. I go into a creative slump, and I do all these frivolous, materialistic things, all the while hating myself for it and wishing I were being more productive.
So for me, the creative process is markedly different from my "grip experiences" with Se. In fact, the two are mutually exclusive.