I probably would have told you I was Agnostic a year ago…but I do believe that there is a God…I don’t think that mankind has any concept of what God is or what God represents beside a very deep knowledge that God and love are interchangeable…I think we know this…or we can come to know this about our innate spiritual self…it’s a hard road and I can’t keep going at it all the time myself.
I will tell you that no amount of begging for your pain to be taken from you will help…you must make the efforts yourself…but interestingly enough, it always seems to work out alright in the end when I approach something with this mindset.
I have had $1000 appear out of thin air into my girlfriends bank account…it was just there…right when we were about to falter…still can’t explain that one…it’s usually the other way around where money disappears…hahaha.
You have to let yourself grieve…sadness, anger, despair, guilt…they will all come up…and they will all pass too.