So your mom is not a "Real Christian" and you are?
What exactly do you think sin is?
Where does it reside inside of you?
Could Jesus have gotten rid of your "sin" without dying in the same way doctors can remove tumors without dying for their patient?
Where is heaven? Is it in a different galaxy or perhaps a different dimension? How does your soul leave your body to get there?
These are but a few question I had to ask myself when I thought I was Christian and I still cant figure them out otherwise I would still believe in Christianity. I cant be a "Real Christian" until I know what "Real Christianity" is and for that I need answers.
\But isn't the very definition of faith trusting without knowing? *Which is different than blindly believing*
What exactly do you think sin is?
That's a very good question, and a very good question. But the problem is, is no matter what answer I give, it won't matter. Because I believe sin is a direct defiance against spiritual authority, and the rules they lay down.
Where does it reside inside of you?
Physically? No where. But does the location matter? Sin resides in your soul, or in the Atheists view, consciousness. (I see them as the same.)
Could Jesus have gotten rid of your "sin" without dying in the same way doctors can remove tumors without dying for their patient?
The issue with this is again, it's nothing physical. Sin is a spiritual term,
the rules of the Old Testament was that in order to clean sin, it must be essentially moved to a pure object. To talk to God, you must sacrifice a pure lamb. Jesus was the pure lamb, thus the metaphor the Lamb of God. Not only was he the son of God, as well as the son of Man (Son of Man meaning he was still a part of humanity). but that he had never sinned. When he died, all the sins of the world were taken into him, and he fell into hell and died. Well, the human part of him died. And (NOTE! This is my pure beliefs, and to be honest, many Christians don't believe what I do about Christianity, just take that in mind) and while the son of Man died, the son of God lived, and the sins stayed in hell, while Jesus ascended into Heaven. Could he had done it a different way? He was the son of God, of course he could have just thrown them away. But it had to have been according to the rules set forth by God his Father. But why does it matter, once again?
Where is heaven? Is it in a different galaxy or perhaps a different dimension? How does your soul leave your body to get there?
No one knows. Does it matter?
Again, I mean no disrespect, but if these caused you to lose your faith, then I don't know if you ever had any. And I don't say that to speak over your life, but those aren't in a sense key parts of the religion (and as well as they are.) What is Sin, is a very key part of Christianity, no doubt about it. But where it lies, where heaven lies, and if Jesus could have done it a different while again are good introspective questions, are they that important?
I also explained the difference between my mom and I, she believes blindly, I tested Christianity and it's validity held true.
And go read the Bible. I say that not sarcastically, but sincerely. That is real Christianity, you may need a religious figure to help you understand some connotations, but there's no better place to go.
"What perplexes me is that some will act as if they are Gods authority on earth because of how they interpret the bible. I was not born 2000 years ago I cannot know for sure if Jesus was God or an advanced alien. I cannot be an authority on Jesus and I don't see why others act as if they are. I don't deny that its possible that Jesus is God but what does it mean to be a God."
In philosophy class we have been going over the pursuit of truth, now my teacher being an Athiest said that we can never know truth until effectively we die. Because that is when our path to truth ends. But I disagree, all the questions you ask can be answered by simply leading a Christian walk. While the atheistic path of truth may seem more graspable, and plausible; Christianity is just its own path of truth, but its more of understanding God. What does it mean for Jesus to be both son of God, and son of Man? How can God come from nothing? What if God actually doesn't exist? What if the God we know is actually Satan, and what if the Satan we know is actually God? These are all questions I ask myself, and the Bible answers them. In the first book of John, he says and the Word was God. Meaning the Bible is God, now I don't mean that we should worship the Bible. But if the Bible says something about God, thats the truth.