I was a total NF when I was suicidall.... It hink? I'm notoriously awful at utilizing the mBTI... like really bad.
When I was sucidial/tried to kill myself numerous tiems this is what got me through:
I just imagined life. I imagined it the way I wanted to go, I imagined myself in this apartment I've never seen before, in an amazing Car I've always wanted, with a loving husband, and a child in the backseat. And I knew why I never knew the man, nor the car, nor the apartment, but why I was still seeing them. Because that is my life. that is what it is going to be. I decided that for one, if I can't kill myself correctly after 6 tries, a thousand more ain't gonna matter. I'm not Edison for Christ's sake. However, what I also realized is (hallmark alert) if I kill myself that is it. I am a Christian, I do believe Jesus died for my sins, as a homosexual man, I am to this day not sure if I will be in Heaven when I die. That being one of the main reasons I wanted to die, I saw no point in living of life of torment to die and go to hell -- I figured I might as well cut it short.
But as I was saying, I was lying there one night (no emo) and decided that while yes I could easily kill myself (stepping out in front of am ack truck etc.) But what was the point? Go to hell early? Why not just play it out and see what life deals to you? That vision I had was not mine yet because I've not wanted it to be mine. I thought it was, but lying in a corner cutting your skin and soaking in pills is not going to get you anywhere in life productive. Please, take note I do not say that in a condescending/judgmental way at all, I was the one in the corner cutting myself and taking sleeping pills at 5pm at night ( I told my friends/parents it was bennadryll to allergies but I was just mass consuming sleeping pills [MENTION=2873]SouloftheLaurel[/MENTION]) and sleeping til 6am the next day. every day.
I wrote that not to toot my horn, but incase you are one of those kinds of people who need inspiration, I went from being in the corner to making more money than anyone in my family has ever made in my family at my age, and moving onto bigger and brighter things in life. That vision is getting closer, and while you are saying you're not planning on hurting yourself, I do hope this is true. I used to say I would never do that, make fun of emo kids etc, only to try and allay suspicion. Don't do it.
now, as for asking how you should cope, you should cope theb est way you can. Life doesn't have to be a fight, if you don't want to go anywhere. But Life is the biggest, scariest, toughest, and longest uphill battle you will ever fight. But that is what is needed to achieve your goals, and to get the best life you can have. I don't mean to sound harsh, and I'm not sure what you wish to achieve in life (nor do I know if you're already in the process of doing this) but just ignore everything, ignore the laziness seeping in to absorb the status quo. Ignore the people around you that are crowding around, and ignore the reasons you will not exceed, and just push, push, push, push. You may not do it all at once, and you may run into seasons of life that are bountiful, but still push, because for every season that is great, there is the next season that is more destitute than ever before.
I know that was really kind of vague, but I'm not sure what situation you are in, so I was hoping it would fit in.