I recently have become aware of who I am, why I am, and spiritual evolution etc. Ive had sleep paralysis for 6 yrs, an obe, a spiritual awakening which was most recent changing my life. I Learned about my rare blood type when pregnant which I've read some strange things about. my life was an emotional roller coaster especially after meeting my fiancé being put on serious medications that I won't take now. I had met the first and only person I was able to open up to. My "safe-home". I've known him half my life. We've been together for 8 yrs. we've had 2 painful separations which are needed in twin relationships. I was the "runner" but I attempted to force him away first. I knew in my gut we needed to improve individually. I also lost my identity and fear is what drove me away in the end. I've just learned so much lately. I feel confident, awake, and like I can finally do something good with all these ideas and wisdom I've had racing through my brain. I also have the love in my heart even though I always had a difficult time making friends. I strive in learning and listening to other people so any insight is appreciated.
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