This is not at all what I am about. I am trying to stop these feelings so that I can focus on the relationship I am in. Let me clarify: I am trying to STOP feeling this way about this person, not use him as an excuse to leave my marriage.
Oh dear. This is making the whole thing worse. Considering an edit of my original post....
I agree with all of those things. The marriage is another issue altogether and there are serious deficiencies that I am working on. These emotions were a surprise and I didn't expect to feel them because I almost never do. Clearly, I am asking for help here, so instead of pointing out why I am so wrong and irrational for feeling this way, which I already know, maybe you could offer some constructive comments?
Stop romanticizing it. Look at in a realistic manner. The guy buys toilet paper and wakes up with morning breath. He will turn into that guy once the "crush" high dissipates.
This is good. <3Here is what I usually consider:
Why do I want this person?
Am I creating a fantasy of this person to escape my reality?
Am I looking for an out or am I looking for something new and exciting to move into? Why?
How much do I know about this person to justify feeling "love" for them? Is it perhaps infatuation? Do we only have some chemistry that I want to explore? What intrigues me about this person?
What is it that I am lacking in my current life that makes me feel driven towards loving someone else? Is this something fresh and new I have never experienced? If so, can I continue on as I am not expressing my feelings? Should I engage and see if the grass is greener on the other side? Can I bring these feelings into my current situation?
What does this person REALLY represent to ME? Is it about HIM? Or is it about how I FEEL about myself and my own life and it's being focused through him?
The only way you can break out of that is turn that focus inward and seeing where needs and desires aren't being met with you, and why you may not be meeting them for someone else.
Here is what I usually consider:
Why do I want this person?
Am I creating a fantasy of this person to escape my reality?
Am I looking for an out or am I looking for something new and exciting to move into? Why?
How much do I know about this person to justify feeling "love" for them? Is it perhaps infatuation? Do we only have some chemistry that I want to explore? What intrigues me about this person?
What is it that I am lacking in my current life that makes me feel driven towards loving someone else? Is this something fresh and new I have never experienced? If so, can I continue on as I am not expressing my feelings? Should I engage and see if the grass is greener on the other side? Can I bring these feelings into my current situation?
What does this person REALLY represent to ME? Is it about HIM? Or is it about how I FEEL about myself and my own life and it's being focused through him?
The only way you can break out of that is turn that focus inward and seeing where needs and desires aren't being met with you, and why you may not be meeting them for someone else.