Well.. To keep it short, I'm often insecure about whether or not I'm okay as a person. I'm insecure about whether or not I'm likeable. I also frequently question my own abilities. Now that doesn't sound too good. Yeah.. I'm a pretty insecure person overall.
I'm insecure about whether or not my friendship is something beneficial to another person. I worry that they put up with me for whatever reason -- it's different from person to person. It's quite sad, I don't think I felt this way until a few years ago...
I have struggled my entire life with a rare form of OCD called BDD. It has an 85% suicide rate, I have also been a cutter throughout my life because of my disorder. So ya, my insecurity is that I see myself distorted when I look in the mirror, my features are uneven on my face, and I dislike my nose. However, I do not have an eating disorder, my visual and cognitive distortion is based on asymetry. I term it as my 'visual szitsophrenia.
-Whether or not I'm a good person, or just good at hiding how bad I am
-Whether or not my friends actually like me all that much
-My freaking hair. Yeah, moment of vanity.
-Notice my constant need to justify myself? Why do I owe everyone an explanation? Sigh...
-I almost automatically doubt that if I like someone they cannot like me back