Wow! I love you guys, it's like coming home to other versions of myself.
My story continues in the same thread as this thread. I went to college and got a B.A. and never found work with it. It took 6 years to get, I strategically had less than a full load some semesters while working at my college job in social services so I could be debt free when I finished, then realized I needed to get away from KRAZEENESS and went to a technical college for a certificate program and found work very quickly as a draftsman. Perhaps I shouldn't complain because I have work, and that is a blessing in times when so many are struggling, however I'm so incredibly bored as a survey draftsman. Insanely bored. I don't use my Ni Fe at all, EVER, and what ends up happening is that my work lacks drive, focus, and even professionalism, and I become lazy while my mind wanders with boredom; essentially lusting for a creative outlet. Unlike some of you, I still have hope that I will one day use my B.A. and make a difference, as I know it's where I should be in life, but for now, I'm counting on the slow crawl and perhaps one day, baby steps, that will get me there, in order to be considerable to potential employers who expect and demand college grads to have 10 years experience and a Ph.d. just to make minimum wage in the Arts.
I just came home from my 3 month review assured of the fact that I'm on thin ice, and she's only going to get colder as winter sets in here in Canada, so I thought I'd send this comment out to fellow INFJ's for some advice on how to deal with a lack of drive, focus and attention span at an uncreative, deadline driven job that's sucking the life out of me. ?? It's true what they say about us INFJ's, we need more than a job, we need a career that's an extension of our idealistic world view that truly defines us, and it sucks living in an S TYPE world where INFJ professions are scarce and poorly paid.