April

April

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    Just go <3
    just me
    Good morning. I look into the eyes of your avatar (trying not to get too personal here) and see darkness. The darkness is surrounded by beauty.
    Now I see reflections. Can you see what the cat is looking at?
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    April
    April
    Thank you so much, JM. Yes, I have a lot of darkness in me. And yes, that is why I am surrounded by the Light. God sees me and He wraps His arms around me and I am made whole.
    April
    April
    I am spiritual, but not religious. I see God in ways that others generally don't, and I feel that is a blessing He has bestowed upon me. Or maybe I just have a God complex and think I am higher than others in this regard. If I am, I pray that He will give me conviction. Your words are cryptic but I do find meaning in them if I look deeper. Thank you.
    April
    April
    It's uplifting and also reassuring when someone actually sees me and tries to comfort me. We all need uplifting and comfort and reassurance, but I find I need reassurance more than most. I appreciate the time you took to come to me with all this, and I don't mind at all when or if you get personal. That's how we connect. <3
    April
    I feel love and I'm sharing it. What else is there to do with it really? Keep it all in? I think not. :)
    April
    I love myself. I may dislike certain things about me, but I've learned to empathize with my inner child. So, I love me in my entirety.
    just me
    Fantastic new avatar. Wow.
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    just me
    just me
    Life does have a lot of letdowns. I'll be a friend from afar, no strings attached, and oceans between us. Do not forget, I am an old man. Been hurt many times. I do not like being hurt, either. I'll die without ever seeing you in person.
    April
    April
    I'm not really sure why you said that but I'm always glad when people are upfront with me! It's no problem I'm not looking for anything like that anyway. <3 Thanks!
    just me
    just me
    Said it because of your three posts below this
    April
    *Insert some great words that will attract someone I can be close with here*
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    April
    On second thought, nevermind. I don't want to attract anyone else, because becoming close to them will only result in growing apart.
    April
    April
    And I'm not looking for anyone to argue that point with me. You will not win. I've seen it and lived it too much for it to be any other way in my mind.
    slant
    Miss you lady
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    April
    I havent been here lately. I work second shift, its kinda hard with my schedule but it's no excuse. I need to be here. I miss you too, honestly. <3
    slant
    slant
    Excuses are fine :p . I'm happy you're living your life and prioritizing your time away from work.
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    Gaze
    Beautiful profile pic :). I know it's late but I hope you had a great birthday. :) <3
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    April
    Aww. Thank you, Gaze. Sometimes timing is off, sure, but the effort is there and I want to thank you for coming here because you wanted to. Thank you for the compliment and the birthday wishes. I think it was good, I really can't remember. ':)
    just me
    Saw what you wrote. Shall we gather at the river? Dance in the rain, but someone must teach me to dance. Liked your fantasy-looking trees. Do you like fantasies?
    just me
    Thank you for the like. Don't know what to suggest, but I just started looking for friends. Go to a pool hall. Fell for a girl half my age, so thought it would not work out. We talked a lot as friends, but never went out. We look at things from all angles. The one girl I did not ever wish to hurt! I never even thought she could have a young crush on this much older man, but she did. What a serious, old infj.
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    April
    I don't really want to look. Well... I am scared of it now. Used to I would be more than happy to try to find connection again. But not this time. Now that I know what a true and real connection is like, not only do I feel that it would be near impossible to find again, but even if I did, circumstance may also be in the way there too. There is no way to know. So... yeah
    April
    Sometimes I amaze myself when an old post is liked and I read it. I needed to see my own words. :/
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    April
    April
    I know I just talked about this but I mean, wow. I don't like where this is taking me though. Because I know what the biggest problem in my life right now is. And it's... terrifying to face what I know I should do, but can't. Or... wont.
    just me
    just me
    Pray about it. Is it all "you" feeling this? I hope your mind and heart agree with each other.
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