Recent content by Panthea

The one person that I have had to completely let go of has been my mother. She was compulsively negative, struggled with addiction, and constantly hurt the people around her. I recognized early on that she needed serious help, but she was content with the way she was living her life so I felt my...

When I'm upset I become quieter, more withholding and avoidant than usual. Usually it will be written all over my face as well, as I'm terrible at concealing my emotions.

Monotonous tasks like cleaning dishes (my mother in-law actually enjoys this, I can't understand why), organizing paperwork, making phone calls, any form of public speaking, going to meetings and parties. I'd spend most of my time reading and allowing my mind to wander if it were possible.